ugh

i been listening to some bright eyes again lately. its weird how music can remind you of different shit in your life, just the sound reverberating some lost memories off the ceiling of your drug encrusted brain, like some mental stalactite or something. i dont know, i like bright eyes, it was reminding me of going swimming with sean at suicide, falling in love with girls, fighting with girls, feeling fucking insane, growing up, drinking alot (in a different way that i am drinking alot now), swimming at midnight during full moons, it reminded me of a lot of shit and it felt kinda good. right on bright eyes.
in a couple years ill probably listen to slayer and it will remind me of this time in my life, probably this song: